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The duality of “I” The manifest horror Within me  Proves ephemeral When empowered  By unconditional love Remembering we are one Resurrected From the ashes Of sacred gratitude.

Equinox Sunrise 2012 This morning, I satisfied a nerdy metaphysical side of my consciousness by getting up before dawn, so that I could mark the exact angle or azmith of the sunrise on this spring equinox. Civilizations throughout history have built structures that aligned with the sun's position at critical times during the year. Making something that visually marks the seasonal passage of time has been on my to-do list for awhile.  The day before,  I constructed a flat disk with a center peg, welded and cemented it into my garden.  When the sun peaked the horizon this morning, the peg cast a shadow. Where the shadow crossed the lip of the disk, I cla mped another small verticle peg for welding later. Having done this, I looked up and saw that these first rays of sunlight were also pouring right down the center of the arbored path, and at the end of it, the Yin Yang gate was ablaze in sunlight!  I had originally intended to make a rose design on that gate, since it i

Within me In this moment of seeming darkness Two forces exist: The first is analog Trapped within a faulty resistor A once beautiful sine wave Reduced to fear and noise. Echoing into perpetuity Each repetition, a copy of a copy of the last Which was a copy Corrupt and distorted, Hooking my attention Without mercy In the midst of this chorus of gloom That has convinced me all is lost An old friend Patiently awaits my attention She permeates the ocean of my being And beyond A digital construct Ones and zeros Alpha and omega Assembling and parting At the speed of light Rejoining in fearless combinations Each partnering unique, responsive In love with change In love with me A gentle cancellation of The noise The foundation of possibility this day And always In this moment of seeming darkness I let go and turn to her She is everywhere A cascade of healing waters That extinguish whimpering fear And allow me to be F